Weakness

Im not being the person I believe I can be

Im drowning in my sorrows, my weakness

Im drowning in the past unable to reach forgiveness

Im weak and lost

Im barely holding on, I’m struggling

Im alone and scared

My disease is baffling

Im no longer confident

Im no longer a strong women

Im no longer anything

Im tempted for things to end

Im weak, where did I go?

What happen to me?

I’ve lost everything

Im standing but barely

Something has to give

I truly want to live

I’ve struggled, I’ve crawled, I don’t want to fall

Im weak, I have nothing at all

Bitter sweet to be deeply saddened

To be anxious and feel tossed

To be weak and on your knees

Im praying and fighting for all I’ve lost.

T.R.B.R.S