Author Archives: Tabrapp

I’ll be alrightJust not tonight, no diamonds upon this crownNo one can help me nowTears are falling down Can’t see the rest of my lifeDark and clouded with no sun in sightLightning shattering all my dreamsTonight I’m weak, tomorrow I’ll fight Gravity wants to bring me downI’m praying for meTwice as much is not twiceContinue reading “Setback”

I know there is a season. I know the snow provides nourishment to the ground for a beautiful spring. I’ve even stopped to admire the snow laying lightly upon trees branches. Seriously though, bitter cold, ice on the roads, heavy clothing, slippery streets and sidewalks. My seasonal depression kicks in and I’m doing all IContinue reading “Winter Sucks”

Mondays are inevitable. Yes, the day most people dread is here. It’s a new week to meet goals, a new week to thrive and maintain a new you if you so choose. It’s all in perspective. It’s all how you choose to look at the day. Did you have things you didn’t accomplish last week?Continue reading “All You”

Though some days struggling mentally takes an extreme toll and very tiring, life could be so much worse. I am in a small rural town that has had many pass, not from covid either. Young and old alike and it makes me realize how precious life is to have. Realizing others leaving this world hasContinue reading “I’m blessed”

I’m in the basement though not afraid I sit in the dark with a single light Lesson learned, the past I can’t change I could have made a different choice I took a u-turn on a already traveled road I failed my conscious, my inner voice I continued into my despair I drowned myself inContinue reading “Basement”

My mouth opens slowly No words protrude from my mouth My eyes dont blink Wide open, feels like I’m in a cloud The very white of my eyes Today is a blood shot red I yawn but I can’t close my eyes I try not to hold the thought of being dead You think, “what’sContinue reading “Intrusive”

Your a survivor of todayDon’t fall into negativityStrength is your mind setHold on to your integrity If at first you don’t succeedDust yourself off and try againOne day at a timeEach day is a beginning not an end Believing in yourself is the strongest will you can carryFaith will get you out of the abyssPersevere,Continue reading “The Curtain Rises”

First, let me say I love my child with all my heart but having some time for self-care is definitely a struggle with a two-year-old, a cat and a dog. I value this precious time as I watch him grow. Every breath, every step, every laugh and smile. Nurturing every tear and kissing every “booContinue reading “Struggling for some “me” time.”

“For God so loved the world that He gave His one and only Son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life.”– John 3:16 Growing up the first Scripture verse I remember memorizing is John 3:16. I loved hearing it and repeating it to myself and all who would listen to me reciteContinue reading “Gods Priceless Gift”